always.

Monday, June 22, 2009

EARLIER POST
Today woke up at 7.30pm.
HAPPY FATHERS DAY, DAD !
I finally realised that i have no life.
Im just a pathetic loser that dont understand love.

030609 -> 160609

although its a one-sided thing.

but thanks for the memories.

those 13 days were the best.

though you scolded me today for being immature.

thanks for telling me that you were so independant.

you dont need anyone to talk to.

thanks for telling me that im so weak.

that im the one who looked for you.

thats im the one who needed you.

thanks alot for telling me that im a pathetic loser who dont understand love at all.

i dint say you cheated me.

i dint say anything about you.

all along, i respected your decision and left you alone.

but i dont know why you came to talk to me.

and after that, scolded me.

when i fall, you continue to trample on me.

im just tired.

you called me those names.

but you treated me as a friend.

all along.

you talked to me just because you had to.

you remind me that i was the one who looked for you.

you remined me that im helpless.

i dont know.

i feel like ending my life.

but i dont think its worth it.

i dont know why.

you keep blaming things on me.

you said i dont understand you.

and you say things about me.

but do you really think you understand me.

anyway, thanks for the 13 days.

iloveyou.

bye.

TO ELINA:

elina, i know you hate me.

but im sorry.

idontknow what to say to you.

im sorry.

i dont know why you are pissed.

but 030209 is always a memory.


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